Do You See Me?

Hello lovely readers 🙂

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As some may know I suffer with psoriatic and osteo arthritis. It’s a complicated thing. I know some will ask what’s the difference and here’s the best way I can explain; psoriatic arthritis inflames the tendons around the joints while osteo arthritis eats away at the soft bit in them.

Can you understand the plight? I am thirty years old but feel more often than not that I’m about ninety. Now I’m not one to complain as I’d rather soldier on through with a smile on my face and the love I have shining; most sufferers are pretty much as I am. We can’t change what fate and crappy health gave us so why waste energy complaining lol 🙂 However, I felt the need to write something that will give others a better insight into the daily struggles 🙂

Remember, you can’t change what you have but you can be that happy person that always helps others. Just keep yourself in mind too 🙂

Do you see me?

Do you see me?
I’m the one that smiles in the morning,
The one that makes your breakfast,
The one that never complains.
I’m the one that will strive to clean,
To make you happy beyond compare,
To put you above all others.
Need help? Come to me I’ll never say no.

Do you see me?
My smile dims but I will still ask about your day,
Make your tea,
Wash up, dry up, washing, cooking….dying….drying….
I shouldn’t complain really.
You’ve had a busy day of course you should complain that I’ve missed something.
Heaven knows my days are empty enough…

Do you see me?
Not once do you ask about my day.
You sit in your own World and miss I now walk with a limp,
I struggle up the stairs,
My hands have no strength left,
The cracks of my joints my only company.
I didn’t ask for my little friend,
The one eating away at that which helps me bend.
I am an old lady disguised as young… Yes of course I’ll get right on with cleaning,
Sorry for taking a quick break.

Do you see me?
No…. no…. you really don’t…

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4 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Helena Hann-Basquiat
    Oct 26, 2014 @ 20:49:51

    OH, boooooo! That sounds awful, darling. The poem is powerful and touching.

    Reply

    • akhinchey
      Oct 26, 2014 @ 20:56:09

      Thank you Honey. It was just me complaining like a whining bag, just tell me to shut up 😉 xxx

      Reply

      • Helena Hann-Basquiat
        Oct 26, 2014 @ 20:57:46

        Never. I will however tell you that you should find the time to read “JESSICA” — started Friday, runs ’til next Friday, and Jex was involved… it’s easily the most ambitious project I’ve worked on, and I’m terribly proud of it. It’s scary, though… be warned.

      • akhinchey
        Oct 26, 2014 @ 20:59:11

        I definately will, you know I love all writing by you and Jex. I’ll just hide behind a pillow while i read it xxx

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